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Shame has an expiration date. It is impossible to apologise to the abyss indefinitely for standing on the edge instead of lying at the bottom. When the numbness passes, dry rage remains. This is not an emotion - it is a way to keep your spine upright in the face of what is trying to cancel you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The body no longer asks permission to breathe. It simply takes as much oxygen as it is entitled to by the right of presence. The thirst for life during a catastrophe is devoid of hope - it is a purely mechanical, physical stubbornness.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A woman at the mirror, coming up from the shelter, draws a line of lipstick. Her hand does not tremble, not because she is brave, but because just now this is the only territory of order she has. While a siren wails outside the window, the sound of porcelain against a saucer stays clear and familiar. The cup returns to the saucer. This is how the occupation of one's own day happens, where every household gesture becomes final.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

There are moments when the map of the front and the map of the table merge into a single knot. At the peak of a threat, everything superfluous vanishes. A heavy, almost animal appetite for all things earthly awakens: for scents, for the roughness of concrete under the palm, for the warmth of another person. The body registers that it is there. Each movement becomes equal to itself, with no reference to yesterday or tomorrow.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Stability and guarantees have lost their weight. All meaning has compressed into a single hour of calm, which now yields as much life as used to be smeared across years.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The world may wait for quiet sorrow or convenient numbness. But to go on slicing bread, looking into the eyes across from you, straightening your back - this is the most honest form of resistance. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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The right to joy needs no justification. <\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

It simply is - like the walls, like the tablecloth, like this day. The day goes on. Life continues not because anyone got lucky, but because by its nature it does not know how to stop.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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