The skull is too tight for this volume this is not a vision this is the injection of the entire universe under my eyelids simultaneously I see how the cat\u2019s pupil dilates sucking in photons and at the same time I am this cat and at the same time I am the iron inside the concrete vibrating at a frequency of fifty hertz that is impossible to switch off my bones are cracking because the movement of sap in the old linden tree outside the window is trying to fit inside them I feel how every molecule of sugar pushes against a cell membrane it is unbearably loud every breath of wind is the friction of billions of particles against the bark and I feel this friction with my own skin which no longer exists I am stretched to a kilometer in radius every mouse in the basement every tension in the steel elevator cable every temperature change in the crystal lattice of salt on the table all of this strikes my brain which is melting from the excess of pixels I hear the ultrasonic squeak of bats and the way paint is drying on the windowsill it is like a thousand televisions turned on to different channels at maximum volume directly in my spine my vertebrae are shifting because they cannot support the weight of a kilometer of reality I feel how the thermal trace of a person who walked past the entrance a minute ago still scorches the air and it is a burn on my retinas of which there are now thousands I see the structure of oxygen I see how time slows down in a drop of water falling from the tap and this drop weighs like a ton because I feel its gravity with every nerve I am no longer I I am a network I am tension I am noise I am an electrical discharge seeking an exit from this meat shell which is too small to be God the pressure grows to white noise to the point where light becomes matter and matter becomes a scream and in this moment I burst into a billion sparks dissolving into the density of this space turning into the void that has finally contained everything.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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