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The skin \u2013 impasto strokes congealed in spasm; beneath it no warmth pulses, only the coarse linen weave <strong>grows<\/strong> into the vertebrae.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">On the other side of the frame, blurred patches drift. Shadows in woolen coats that smell of damp vestibule and the acrid chlorine of yesterday\u2019s cleaning. They stop, searching for the correct composition, calculating the golden ratio of my agony. Their pupils glide across the open mouth, but no one hears the rasp drowned in zinc white. For them, I am a plane. The voices of the <strong>tour guides<\/strong> reach me through the thickness of varnish \u2013 slow, distorted, as if from underwater. Beneath my nails, sunk into the air, the dust of epochs compacts as they rush past like <strong>passing shadows<\/strong>. They blink and turn away. My time, however, is measured only by the network of craquelure that scars the face.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The deaf Spaniard did not ask <strong>for<\/strong> my consent. He stood before the easel, locked in his own silence, kneading my death on the palette. We looked at each other \u2013 two prisoners on opposite sides of the plane. Before this, there was someone else \u2013 the one who still remembered how to hold a spoon. The blunt end of the brush drove my shadow into the canvas, nailing the heels to the filthy ground. The lantern placed at the feet will never go out. Its aggressive, unnatural light burns out the eyes, making the white shirt a target that glows in the darkness of eternal May. To my right \u2013 a pool of black blood and a monk curled in prayer, but I cannot even turn my neck to see their faces.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>The hammer is cocked. It froze<\/strong> in that fraction of a second that does not end. 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