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Meditations
How to come home without going anywhere.
For those who seek without knowing what.
Three questions that remain after the final page:
- How to tell your true voice from the voice of the ego?
- Does Home exist - or is it only the longing for it?
- Can one return to what has never left?
Six spheres.
One Center.
Book I. The Source
[What is Home?]
First Circle. The Foundation
Home as the One. Emanation and the order of being. The recognition of what always preceded experience.
Home is not located 'there', beyond the stars; it is the light through which the stars become visible at all.
Book II. The Soul Between Worlds
[Why is the soul not at home?]
Second Circle. Dispersal
Ontological forgetting and structural memory. Homelessness as a sign of true origin.
We seek because we know the truth too well - but have lost the capacity to see it from close up.
Book III. The Eros of Return
[What leads back?]
Third Circle. Gravity
The gravity of Beauty. Eros as the force of return. Purification that restores transparency.
The storm may awaken, but only the quiet pull can bring us to the end.
From the manuscript
rhythm · memory · presence
That Which Holds
One can long for what one never had. It is from this impossible fact that everything which can be said about Home begins. There is a longing hard to name....
The Place of Meeting
The presence of V always began not with explanation, but with recognition. It came as a change in the air, as a shift in inner rhythm, as the sense that...
The Art of Living in the Fragment
The point of rupture has its own color and rhythm. It is the blue light of a laptop in a windowless corridor. It is the blinking cursor on the white...
The Gravity of Rubble
In February 2022, space ceased to be the passive backdrop of my life. It became aggressive and fragile at once. When you stand in the corridor of your own apartment,...