An Idea Better Than Life

What if there is no meaning – but it desperately wants to be found?
For we cannot endure the thought that the world is indifferent.

What if God is silent – not out of anger,
But because we created Him from the fear that we are alone?

What if death is so alluring – not because of the end,
But because it stops asking questions?

What if pain is not a curse,
But the last proof that we still feel something?

And what if the desire to destroy is not evil,
But a desperate attempt to find a boundary
In a world where everything is blurred?