He walks without looking back.
Behind him – a devilish procession
In the oppressive glimmer of memories
That rattle chains on the wrists of memory.
Regret holds a lantern
With the yellow fire of doubt,
It snatches at the path with spasms
That bend the spine of time.
Fear marches behind him –
Thin as a razor’s edge.
It whispers in his ear:
“You won’t manage to escape again.”
Anxieties lead a dance
On the nerve endings of the days.
Each one like a fly in a glass of blood.
Nightmares carry banners –
On them are faces that never were,
Hands reaching out from the void,
And a rage that does not explode – but rots.
Last of all comes Neurosis –
Crowned on a throne of mirrors,
That reflect you.
And each one is cracked.
This procession – is my nobility.
My court in the darkness.
My voices that fall silent
In the loudest scream.
But even they –
Demons with a velvet gait –
Step back a pace
When your word
Becomes the sole judge
Over my madness.
The Procession
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